I hate when a person says they’ve had a bad day and everyone, instead of trying to cheer them up, enters a competition of who’s had the shittest life
Some old books have hidden messages on the edge of their pages.
This was done through a technique called “fore-edge painting,” which is an illustration that is hidden on the edge of the pages of the book. The technique allegedly dates back to the 1650s.
I eat romantic shit up. If I were asked to just sit on a roof and look at the stars id probably internally combust
My mood swings are getting bad again.
And I think it’s because I don’t have you anymore.
I used to be able to talk to you when I felt one coming on and you would calm me down and make everything okay,
But now you’re not here and when I feel one coming on I start to panic.
I get anxious and frantic.
And I feel like everything is spiraling to the ground.
It’s so overwhelming.
And it’s even worse because I don’t have anyone who can calm me down when this starts happening.
I turn into such a different person.
I feel like I have to fight for everything.
For everyone I’m talking to when they happen.
And I end up just being such a bitch.
I hate how I get when this happens.
But I don’t know what to do about it.
I don’t have you to calm me down…
I don’t have anyone to help calm me down anymore and that scares me.
I don’t understand how you can just treat me like I’m nothing.
Especially when I used to mean so much to you.
I just don’t get it.
And it hurts so much.